urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cruel Infinity Eternity Infinity Eternity 2000-09-10T18:54:45Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cruel:3549 2000-09-10T18:54:45Z 2000-09-10T18:54:45Z soooo sleepy... just woke up from a night (and morning) of restless and completely un-fulfilling sleep. Don't feel like I even did sleep. Maybe I didn't. Maybe I woke up without my knowing and just sat in my bedroom and stared at the wall all night. Why do I say night? It was 3:00am before I attemtpted to fall asleep. I was kind of unhappy from lack of seeing bunny. He didn't come on because his alarm sucks I guess. *sighs*<br /><br />Work again today. I really dislike working four days in a row. By the fourth day my feet feel like they've been put under a steam-roller and run over repeatedly. And that hurts. As long as I don't have to do another labor day sale for a while I'll be happy. That was horrendously awful. Wow a big word. *sigh* I've got to put some makeup on. I'm in a very *sighy* mood today. Bye bye all =) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cruel:3248 2000-09-07T20:15:10Z 2000-09-07T20:15:10Z no work. sleep. lots of sleep. i think my feet are bruised. im hungry and theres nothing to eat. oh well =) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cruel:2992 2000-09-05T05:55:20Z 2000-09-05T05:55:20Z ow =( my feet hurt so bad and my body feels like it's been run over by a truck. and i got home and no emails from bunny =( i figured he might click on to check mail or something but i guess not. so i have about another 2 hours before he normally comes on cept i dont know if he is or not since i didn't get an email. i missed him so much, thinking about finally being able to talk to him again tonite is what really got me through today. its been a *rough* day to say the least. ah well... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cruel:2660 2000-09-04T08:18:37Z 2000-09-04T08:18:37Z its late. im going to sleep considering i have to leave for work in errrrr 10 hours... *sigh* BUT!! My bunny comes back tomorrow!! YAYAAYAY!! Oh god I miss him soooo much :D He's like a little star that I always wish upon. *cries* love my bunny<br />nite everyone out there urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cruel:2422 2000-09-04T03:09:05Z 2000-09-04T03:09:05Z Got home from work about 45 minutes ago... Kay was being really rude today, she drives me crazy. I'm eating cheesecake right now and trying to ignore my feet. They are screaming at me to tear them off and never use them again =) And tomorrow they have a 9 hour shift, but they don't know that yet. I don't plan on telling them until I get to work, or else they might run away tonite. And I don't think if I called into work and said "my feet ran away overnight" well... Well I don't think they'd believe me, do you?<br />nawww...<br />I keep wishing that by some weird chance my bunny would come home early and surprise me like he did last time.. I know it won't happen though, but its nice to think about.<br />Today while I was working I kept imagining things. I was thinking about how wonderful it would be if he just showed up at my work, maybe hanging around or hiding and watching me and then surprising me by coming up behind me and putting his hands over my eyes =) I *do* have weird daydreams like that but its hard not to daydream when all you really want to do is go home =) And tomorrow's going to be no better at all. I must have waited on 30 people today and I was only at the register for a few hours. Tomorrow is a big huge sale, lots of people and lots to do... And then I work the day after that also, Tuesday. I work 4 days a week, 4 hours a time. Not bad for a part-time job, hmm?<br />It was thundering something awful today. I was hoping the power would go out or something fun, but no such luck. Would I still have to go to work if there was no power? *ponders*<br />Ow I keep jabbing things with my thumbnails... (they're both about an inch long) Sometimes I think I should cut them, but the rest of my nails are normal length so why not have really long thumbnails =)<br />*cries* right now i just want to be held =( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cruel:2256 2000-09-03T20:29:48Z 2000-09-03T20:29:48Z woohoo yesterday I asked my mom to wake me up at 11:30 so I had 2 hours before I had to go to work, right? Of course, she forgets, I wake up at 1, now I have 30 minutes. Argh, how hard is it to remember that? And it is what, the 3rd day without my bunny? It feels like forever =( Damn that stupid labor day camping thing in a buggy cabin and cold water. And I am not looking forward to my lovely 9 hour shift tomorrow, no thank you. That's 9 hours on my poor little feet, they're going to be very angry with me after tomorrow..<br />I *did* get my first paycheck yesterday though. 94.00 for 16 hours =P It would have been more but I started working there in the middle of a pay period. My next check will be more than double that. woohoo :D 15 minutes till I have to leave, and I still have to find my shoes.. (yes bunny, more footwear =P) Erm, bye diary or whatever you are. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cruel:1960 2000-09-02T22:59:41Z 2000-09-02T22:59:41Z Just put some makeup on. It's pouring down rain here, but what should I expect? It's Washington. Home of the Space Needle, rain, and Starbucks. And a lot of people. The cat will not SHUT UP!! He keeps meowing over and over and over and I'm about to throw him out into the rain. That's it, he's going out. Brb.<br />Blech stupid cat.<br />OMG LOL My mom just came home from the thrift store and she got me a batman cape!! WOOHOO!! With the mask attached and everything!! YAYAYAYA Wonder what I'm going to do with this? =P<br />Oh and then a while ago... I subscribed to one of those romance novel clubs, only because I wanted the free gifts. I do that a lot; subscribe to something for the free gifts or free issues and then cancel :D Of course, this one I think I forgot to cancel cuz I just got 4 more books. But I got another free gift! It's a pink wineglass.. LOL. Not sure what I'm going to do with this either. :D<br />Ah well, time to sign off. Goodbye for now. Off to work I go =( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cruel:1599 2000-09-02T22:42:02Z 2000-09-02T22:42:02Z Argh... Work today. Less than an hour before I leave, I get to go be on my feet for 4 hours straight and do whatever I'm told, just like a machine. I mean, sure, I get paid, but ugh I hate working. I'd rather stay at home and do nothing, which I'm really good at. Of course, I don't have my bunny here so everything's kinda lonely. =(<br />I'm trying to decide if I should eat something or not. If I don't I might get hungry and since I only work a 4 hour shift I don't get a lunch break. But then again, I am reallyyyyyyy not hungry right now. So either I force myself to eat or I don't. Whatever shall I do? hehehe<br />Just got out of the shower, I really should be putting makeup on right now but I don't feel like doing that either. Earlier, after I got out and was in my room looking for clothes to wear, I found this black tank-top that I haven't worn forever. It's really tight and it has feathers along the neckline. It never fit well across my boobs in the first place, but I put it on and I couldn't freaking breathe!! LoL I guess my boobs decided they weren't done growing, hmm? It's only been like 6 months since I've worn it, and I really loved that shirt too!! =(<br />Um yeah.. I'm sure you wanted to know that :P urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cruel:1442 2000-09-02T04:32:43Z 2000-09-02T04:32:43Z Wow lol it works :D Thats pretty damn nifty... *sighs* I miss my bunny.. He had to go away for a family trip *blech* Makes me realize how lonely I am without him... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cruel:1155 2000-09-02T04:31:45Z 2000-09-02T04:31:45Z Just downloaded the program that goes on your comp... Not sure if it works exactly yet, but I'm trying it right now to test... So.. TEST!! *giggles* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cruel:956 2000-09-02T04:15:41Z 2000-09-02T04:15:41Z I actually found out about this place from ana voog.. I saw hers and thought it was really interesting and I wanted one.. Unfortunately, she made hers really cool and mine still sucks =P I'm working on it though. Right now I'm looking at her webcam and wishing I had one of those too... Was something James and I were talking about last nite... (well technically it was this morning) How fun it would be to have one of those so we could watch each other on our marathon conversations. I can talk to him for hours and not get bored or anything. He's such a wonderful, beautiful, lovable guy, and I do love him very much. (Hi James!!) He's my bunny =) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cruel:543 2000-09-02T04:10:25Z 2000-09-02T04:10:25Z Mmm I just changed the colours again. The background was a sort of horrible lime green shade and I hated it. They called it the "strong accent" catergory so I thought lime green would be good but they didn't say anything about it affecting the stupid background. Everyone knows black is better. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cruel:348 2000-09-02T04:06:52Z 2000-09-02T04:06:52Z *thinks to herself* okay, I've got to write this like I think no one will be reading it... So much easier said than done, though. I know sooner or later someone WILL read it, but if I think about that I'll write what I think they will want to read just because I can't help myself or something. What am I saying? I really don't have a flippin' clue. Which is okay, I suppose.